Day 42 (Oct 6)

This is going to be a short post.  Today was the roughest day since we were in the ICU.  Tobias stormed the entire day with the exception of about 30 minutes where he calmed down and was able to rest.  His heartrate reached into the 150s again, but the worst part is the sweating, rigid muscles and frantic breathing.  Tobias seems so helpless and vulnerable.  Nothing seemed to work and I was seriously wondering if anything we did to help Tobias was worthwhile.  It may have been better to just let him storm and self-regulate, or just let the nurses deal with it and believe that they are doing everything right.

We didn't get to see the doctor today.  He apparently came by before we were there.  I hope that he has some good understanding around what is causing the storming now when Tobias was doing so well a few days ago.  

I may write more about how the day unraveled tomorrow, but I've got nothing to say today.  I'm still embracing hope over fear, but today was stressful and trying.

Hope over fear.

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  1. UnknownOctober 7, 2021 at 4:21 PM

    Hey,Ty. Big D here. Thanks for the updates. Thanks for inducing fond memories and strength in our younger days. Motorcycles on Main and games of Around the World in the driveway have had sustaining strength for me then as they do now. Much love directed your way.

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